Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Oversharing?
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Loneliness
Monday, December 29, 2008
Interrwining Lives
"What a wonderful Christmas."
"I'm so blessed."
These last few months were the roughest of the year. To say that I actually enjoyed Christmas/this weekend is a pretty big deal. And enjoy I did. Immensely!
Christmas Eve to Friday night, my brother and I spent a lot of time together. Being the only two siblings at home, we had to entertain each other. Which we did.


Christmas saw the whole Waldron side together, minus Jill, Pat, and Beth. Quite a feat and one that hadn't been accomplished in quite some time.
Friday, Ben and I went to town with Mari, Dan and their son Eli. I love these guys. We later went over and played their Wii.



When we got back from their house, Jill and Pat had arrive. We got to spend some time with them before Ben and I ventured to Lansing to pick up my friends.
Jes and Amber did not make it up because of the weather, but Jeremy and Brian braved the cold/snow/fog. They got into Lansing around 11:30 and Ben rode with me. Some crazy fog we drove through, but made it back to the house around 2:30am.
In the morning we exchanged gifts and my mom bought the guys some socks. The rest of the day consisted of eating and playing games. I showed the guys Vestaburg, or at least what they could see of Vestaburg, since the fog was so thick. Poor Brian, he had never been to MI and this is what he had to come to. Jeremy kept assuring him that MI was not always like this.
Saturday night we drove back to GR, stopping to get a space heater. Then a tour of GR, a stop at the park that over looks the city, and then a hot beverage at The Bitter End. There, an employee showed us a sweet trick, he then recruited Brian to teach to other. We had a great time and good conversations.
Early Saturday morning I awoke the first time to the monstrous wind and then again to Brian's cell phone playing, "Pour Some Sugar On Me," at top volume. We have no idea why it went off then, but it became the joke for the rest of the trip.
Sunday morning we went to Mars Hill. The guys are pretty big fans of Rob Bell. Ed Dobson taught and we all agreed the message was powerful. Wolfgang's for lunch and so much food! Jeremy and I took Brian to the big red button, but after a quick photo opt, we hustled back to the car. FREEZING.

The afternoon we spent chatting, and playing Halo II. Katie ended up losing power, so she spent the night and so did her cats. Around dinner time, the guys, Katie, Lakeri, and I piled in the car to go to The Cottage, only to find it closed. The Green Well-closed. Piertro's-closing. We ended up at Applebee's. Sarcasm was the humor of choose and I drank it in.
After returning home, we all talked for a while and then went to bed. I love late night conversation after the lights have been turned out. Probably one of my favorite things.
This morning we had a very busy house as everyone was getting ready. After dropping LaKeri off at work, Jeremy, Brian, and I headed to Lansing. And thus ended our adventure in the Meijer parking lot.


One thing I learned is that Jes is my picture enabler and as you may be able to tell, I hardly took any pictures, which I now regret to a certain degree. I really missed Jes.
I'm so glad these guys made it up. There is something very special about them. It amazes me how God can intertwine the lives of people. Six months ago, I did not know these two existed. I'm lucky for these intertwinings.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
I stood and stared until I resolved myself that I was just going to have to shovel some more. About that time LaKeri came out and told me, my car had been plowed in. We also deduced that the heater was not working. I bundled up and almost cried when I saw the condition of my car. 45mins to shovel it out. I kept pushing on, knowing that if I could just get it in the driveway, maybe I wouldn't have to worry about this tomorrow morning. WRONG!
I should have learned from yesterday. My car cannot go in the driveway, because of a slight incline. Another hour and 25min, plus a 25lbs of kitty litter. When my car had made it as far as half way in the drive and half way in the road, I saw a Hummer turn the cornner. I thought to myself, "There is no way that idiot's getting around my car." It pulls to the side and it's Mike, our landlord. He helps LaKeri and I get the car unstuck and I park it in the plowed out lot of the landremat down the block.
Mike brought us some space heaters and plans to get the heating guy out tonight, but maybe not until tomorrow. Meanwhile I'm bundled in my coat and scarf.
I'm wrecked!
Saturday, December 20, 2008
That's right! Jes and Jeremy will be in MI in less than a week and this time they're bringing friends. Brian from Huntinton is coming with Jeremy and Amber, Jes' best friend, will both be visiting. We're going to be spending some time with my family and then back to GR. Oh I cannot wait. I just hope the weather cooperates.
We are so lucky to have been able to see each other every month since we met! PHOTO MONTAGE!
Friday, December 19, 2008
Thoughts on a Snowy Day
-Douglas St. did not make the list of priority streets to plow.
-I don't think I've used a shovel since high school.
-I reveled in the fact that I over came a slushy mess that a truck had trouble getting though.
-Sometimes it's nice to just stay in.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Grasp
Right now, in random spurts, I see it. I will keep trying.
Monday, December 15, 2008
“The Slip” by Wendell Berry
The river takes the land, and leaves nothing.
Where the great slip gave way in the bank
and an acre disappeared, all human plans
dissolve. An aweful clarification occurs
where a place was. Its memory breaks
from what is known now, begins to drift.
Where cattle grazed and trees stood, emptiness
widens the air for birdflight, wind and rain.
As before the beginning, nothing is there.
Human wrong is in the cause, human
ruin in the effect-but no matter;
all will be lost, no matter the reason.
Nothing, having arrived, will stay.
The earth, even, is like a flower, so soon
passeth it away. And yet this nothing
is the seed of all-the clear eye
of Heaven, where all the worlds appear.
Where the imperfect has departed, the perfect
begins its struggle to return. The good gift
begins again its descent. The maker moves
in the unmade, stirring the waters until
it clouds, dark beneath the surface,
stirring and darkening the soul until pain
perceives new possibility. There is nothing
to do but learn and wait, return to work
on what remains. Seed will sprout in the scar.
Though death is in the healing, it will heal.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
White Rooms
I'm getting out of town this weekend. Sometimes Grand Rapids is suffocating.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
Tis the Season
Because then...
Maybe I could LIVE!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Pronouncing All My T's in Huntington
I left work early and met Jeremy in Upper Sandusky. Roughly around the same time Jes left Lynchburg, VA with some friends, Danielle and Daniel. We converged on Huntington, WV around 9pm and enjoy some great Mexican food. We then headed over to some friends' house and I got to see some of Jeremy's friends from before and they got to meet Jes. Such fun people.
Happy Trees and Backstreet Boys
Saturday we woke up and watched a little Bob Ross. Then off to the New Mini Lunch (third attempt), only to find it closed...again. We found a little cafe. After lunch we lounged around while Jeremy got everything around for the show. Danielle and Daniel had stayed up the night before watching some movies and I wasn't sure how they were functioning. They decided to stay behind, while Jes and I went with Jeremy to the venue.
We'd been hearing about this show for a while and were pretty excited to be roadies. Jes and I's first task was to set up the tent Jeremy would be changing in. Only when we unwrapped the tent, there were no poles. We made a quick trek to Wal-Mart and bought a replacement, hoping to use it for the show and then return it. Upon opening the box we found a leaflet that said, "Do not return to retail store." Whoops!
After our task, Jes and I explored the old elementary school/church. It used to be the old African American school and there seemed to be a lot of history there. Also the structure and rooms were interesting. Especially the bathroom. This is the ladies bathroom:


After a quick sound check, we grabbed some dinner, and the last of the props, and then it was show time. Tons of people came out and we got to meet a lot of them.

And then things took a creepy turn when Jeremy shaved his beard down to this mustache. No mustaches please. The warning was not heeded.

The mustache was then shaved off on stage in time for As Long As You Love Me by the Backstreet Boys. We were encouraged to sing along and we did. Not surprisingly, I still know the words.

The big finale included Cade, on drums, and Michael, on bass. Neither had previous musical experience. Jeremy showed them what to play and they rocked it.

The show went really well and Jeremy seemed pleased. We hung around afterwards to clean up and tear down the set and then to the after party at Michael, Cade, and Brian's house. I love spending time with these guys and a lot of Jeremy's other friends came out. After staying for a while Jes, Jeremy, Steven and Becky (Jeremy's roommates) and I decided to hit up the Taco Bell, which is apparently the only place open at the time, because we waited about 15 in line.
Jesus and the Park:
Sunday we went to church and then to Nanna's Country Kitchen. True West Virginia flavor.
Then onto a park to take some pictures.





After the park, we headed back to the house and packed Jes up. Sad day. She headed off to Virginia and I took a nap. Sunday night, we went to Ground Zero, a ministry, where I met someone else from MI. She asked me how long I had been here. "In Huntington?" I asked. I pronounced it Hunt-ting-ton. They laughed at the way I said it and I asked how do you say it? "Hun-ning-ton." That's my MI accent for you.
The rest of the night consisted of dinner at The Waffle House (my first time) and seeing Quantum of Solace. We met Michael, his girlfriend Jackie, Cade, his girlfriend Anna, and Brian at the theater, where Michael stuffed about 8 Capri Suns into my purse. We were well stocked. Too bad the movie wasn't that great. Then back to the house.
Food and More Food:
Monday, we got up around 9 and made our way to Tudor's Biscuit World and then down to the Ohio River, where we ate. Those being our only plans before lunch we got back to the house and hung out with Steven for a while. When we had digested enough we went to The New Mini Lunch. Finally it was open and we ate. Then the four hour drive to my car. We did stop at an overlook and took this picture for Jes. She made us these hats.

I always have such a wonderful time, but I don't think I realize how wonderful until I'm going through withdrawal the next day.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Living on Hope
But I hope...it's what I have to do. I hope for the future, even though I cannot see past my own nose sometimes. I hope for reconciliation though the differences seem insurmountable. I hope to be made perfect...SOON. I long for heaven and to be made new. I long to sit with Jesus and find rest from troubles. HOPE!
Hope does remain. Faith. Love.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Perspective on this night...
Another article to summarize.
Monday, November 3, 2008
I Think This is Beautiful
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Zombie Walk

So Halloween is probably my favorite holiday because of all the fun and silliness. Tonight the same guys who hosted the Pillow Fight and Zomb organized a Zombie Walk downtown. Our goals was to beat the current record, held by Pittsburgh, of 1350 participants. I think we easliy blew past this.






Wednesday, October 29, 2008
ZOMB - Take II
As the game stated we found ourselves as humans defending the high ground. "Hold the hill," came the order from our leaders and Ben and Pat decided to take this literally and bent down to grab a hold of the ground. Pretty soon the Zombies rushed us and in a flurry of black clothes most of our comrades had fallen. Pat and I found ourselves standing a lot the further most boundary watching the chaos. Out of nowhere some jerk decided to rush us, tackled Pat, grabbed my sweatshirt and we crashed on the ground, with me ankle twisting at an odd angle. "I got both of you," he declared, bouncing off. Yes, well done. You successfully tackled a girl. JERK! To set the record straight, there is no tackling. You become a Zombie with a two-handed touch.
Now that all of us were Zombies, we picked up with the horde and searched for humans. At one point we lost Parker and then Pat and then found Parker again. For the most part Ben and I stuck together. After an epic Zombie-Human battle, the human group thinking they had shot all of us, started retrieving their ammo. One guy yelled to the remaining humans, "Alright, two minute ammo retrieval." He bent down to get his dart, thinking Ben and I were humans, and then I tagged him. My crowning moment.
After that Ben, Parker, and I kind of went renegade from the group and trapped some humans on a hill. We needed backup and they came a few minutes too late, after we had been shot (by nerf darts). Shortly after we unfroze (after 2min), a guy came around looking for his shoe. Ben and I helped him find it and then the kid asked, "You guys are humans right?" A scuffle ensued and I ended up hitting a fence with my teeth. Although I'm pretty sure I two handed touched him, he ran off the rejoin his human friends.
All and all a pretty fun game, but I realized after I stopped running that my foot really hurt. I had developed a limp. After getting out of the car back home, the limp grew worse. Today it's pretty sore and I can't put much weight on it. I think it's severely bruised.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Connecting
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
You know that thing about God teaching me something soon? Well today's the day. He brought me to a place where the next hurdle can only be cleared through him. He will figuratively (literally ?) have to lift me up over this obstacle. He is the only one who can.
It's much like the story of the disciples on the boat. Storms from every side and they could not imagine the outcome other then disastrous. They feared that God had left them. Yet, there God was on their very boat. He had not abandoned them or forgoten them. He was right there. We need to be confident in this God. He has our best interest in mind. Though it is so easy to allow Satan to have victory over us with fear and panic, we need to reclaim that glory for God. Just when we have no idea how something could possibly work out is about the perfect time to go to God asking for Him alone to do what we are powerless to do aside from him.
Thanks in part to Becky for that reminder. I hope it blesses you, like it did me.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Going Home
Soemtimes God blesses you with unexpected joys. This Saturday when I stopped to visit Mari, I had no idead what a blessing it would be. Mari and I have the kind of friendship that can pick up from anywhere. Because of our schedules we rarly get to see each other more then three-four times a year, but after visiting another friend I stopped by to see her.
Mari works in the kitchen at the camp I grew up. This weekend happened to be a fall family fun day of some sort and after talking for some time, I found myself in the kitchen helping Mari prepare for the evening meal. To serve int his capcity gives me great joy!
The event brought out so many I had not seen in quite some time. An old camp director I worked with. An old co-worker. An old and new minister. Everyone blessed me in some way. I left that evening feeling God.
It a strange thinging getting older. At first you rebell from wence you came from. Learning new ideas and growing so much, one suddenly becomes attached to the new place they are at and shirks off the old. Then you begin to compare the too. Slowly the pendulum is swing back into a balanced position and the old and new are lining up in way I never could have protected. I'm glad my roots are in country soil and I'm thankful for the experience of living in such close community in the city. Both have influence then person I am and the person I am becomming.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Super Bubble
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Running the Race
1Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. 2Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.Hebrews 12:1-3
I'm having a conversation with Greg at OM tomorrow. Prayers would be appreciated as we will be talking about faith. This shouldn't seem like a stressor, but unless I clear this conversation my application won't countinue on the process. I wait for God and listen.
Maybe these hurdles aren't something to be clears, but something to stop me. Pray please!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Friendship: Michigan Style

Saturday:
We all slept in my room. Jes and I shared a bed as tradition dictates, but the air mattress we had was not comfortable AT ALL. We met Katie for breakfast at Marie Catribes, a resturant in East Town. I was glad to introduce my GR friends to my Ireland friends. After breakfast we went to Meijer and purchased Nerf weapons for the impending Zombie game later that night and then on to Robinette's. Then a walking tour of GR and dinner at San Chez. It's a tapas (small portions) resturants and I loved sharing this experience with my friends.




ZOMB
Saturday night we bundeled up and headed to Cascade Park to do battle against a Zombie horde. This game was organized on Facebook and about 200 people showed up to play. OBJECT: to survive. We started out as humans trying to survive, but our team got picked off pretty fast and so we joined the Zombie horde and took as many humans down as we could. Unfortunatly we didn't get any picture of this. After the game we headed to the park that overlooks the city. We sidewalk chalked and looked at the stars.



Sunday:
I made apple fritters for the guys and then we headed to Mars Hill. Although Rob wasn't teaching, he introduced the guest teacher and Jes and Jeremy were pretty excited to see him. After church we drove to Holland State Park. Neither one had seen Lake Michigan before. We kababed it up and fed seagulls pieces of onions.








Sunday night we relaxed and watched Hot Fuzz!

Monday
We hit the road around 9am. Once in Ohio I started to drag about not needing directions. Half an hour on the wrong exit I ate my words. We got to Upper Sandusky around 2p, ate some Steak and Shake, and said our goodbyes. :( Jes and Jeremy still had about 8 hours to go to get Jes back to Virginia by her midnight cerfew.

We'll see each other agin in Novemeber. We're meeting up for a concert in Jeremy's hometown. These two are wonderful!




















